Some women and girls see themselves as fat when everyone else sees a gaunt ghost. Each year thousands of people — most, but not all of them, young women — deliberately starve themselves, sometimes to the point of death. Anorexia has recognizable signs, symptoms and effects that can lead to a diagnosis of this dangerous illness. Treatment, self-help and support groups you can help you or someone you care about break free from this self-destructive pattern...
Submitted by ontheedge3 on Fri, 12/31/2010 - 14:19.
i am quite sporty and therefore am quite muscular, i am 14 and all my friends are extremely skinny, i thought if i could somehow make myself catch anorexia it would be easier to lose weight, i researched how to become anorexic and these pictures came up, i am thankful that i saw these and in no way to i want to loook like them, i understand that they have illnesses and seek control in their lives, i feel for them. I also think that young girls like me are exposed to extremely skinny celebs and think that it is ideal to look like that.
thankyou for making this website to expose the ugly side of starving yourself .
Submitted by lifeisprecious on Wed, 04/06/2011 - 01:44.
You are a very wise young lady. You made a very mature decision and you are correct, anorexia is an illness and those afflicted with it need medical, nutritional and psychological help.
Submitted by antojames on Tue, 12/28/2010 - 11:26.
I don't think anyone on here will tell you how to become anorexic, but wanting to become anorexic is often the first step in a loooong downward spiral. There is a support group for eating disordered girls (and boys) that I belong to, if you want to look.
Submitted by antojames on Fri, 12/24/2010 - 08:59.
Anorexia nervosa is an eating disorder characterized by refusal to maintain a healthy body weight and an obsessive fear of gaining weight, often coupled with a distorted self image which may be maintained by various cognitive biases that alter how the affected individual evaluates and thinks about her or his body, food and eating.
Submitted by tamanna00 on Wed, 12/15/2010 - 17:16.
I feel so sorry for the girls that have been caught by this disease."Anorexia" i heard this disease for the first time. Could you told me how i can recognize of this disease? Potassium iodide tablets
Submitted by unbelievable on Tue, 12/07/2010 - 16:59.
Some of the comments on here made me feel physically sick. I cant believe that some people think that it is okay to encourage girls (and guys in some cases) to make themselves ill like this.
If you are suffering from an eating disorder or thinking about starving yourself to lose weight please do not listen to the guys who have left comments saying that this is hot! Their views are not the views of most men. Most men like women to have breasts and arses not visible bones. Honestly I can promise that you will never meet a normal guy who would say that these girls are sexy.
To those who would say that these are the words of a fat girl you are wrong I am 5'4" and weight 110lbs and I am a UK size 6/8 this is by no means fat and for those of you that think it is well then you are obviously suffering from this disease.
I feel so sorry for the girls that have been caught by this disease and I feel nothing but disgust for those that encourage it.
What has the world come to?
Submitted by xhoneybunny on Thu, 11/04/2010 - 16:42.
I was just looking through these photos... and.. I am now 24 and have not been anorexic for over 3 years... but I was just feeling triggered and started looking around at photos... and this is the first site that came on google.. SO anyway.. I am scrolling down the page looking at what to me is beautiful bones.. and then 3 photos on this page come towards the bottom # 6,7and 8 up from the bottom (tan girl with plaid pajama bottoms on the floor.. and they are photos of ME from when I was 16 years old! So I had to create a login so I could post here and I was not sure if it was a sign like some sort of wake up call..I am not sure exactly how I feel about it.. seeing myself from 8 years ago. I mean I still have all of my photos.. but I guess to see them posted by someone else and to be labeled as "shocking/skinny" was kind of triggering all in itself because I feel like I want to go down to that weight again now. Anorexia makes me so sad yet it is the only way I feel I have control when I feel so sad and worthless. I just want to look like that again. I really feel like I need someone to talk to... if someone could leave their email address or something that would be great.. feeling like I need to fast.
Control you life girl-control your nerves-control your relationship-control your income- anyway manage anything else-This is the disease of the people you have low self esteem- This thought that you cannot control anything else so it is all right to control the only thing you can, your body weight, is totally unstable-why not control the length or the colour of your hair? Your hair is on your body too and can take some maltreatment.
Start believing in yourself- if you do not take yourself seriously, who will? Watch the people around you. Have you noticed ugly, obese (I mean really REALLY fat people) with absolutely no financial status getting involved with vibrant, younger (usually) and well-to-do mates? Don't you wonder how they do it? Have you noticed sleezy, onoxious professionals that have been doing great? And the list is endless. How do they do it? They believe they can. And this confidence pours out of them and other people like them, and trust them and favor them.
Anybody can make it happen. You certainly can. They are not better than you. They have problems too. Family issues, financial, job derived, they feel pressure, unger, frustration. They occasionaly feel alone and helpless but they do not give up. They keep trying. Because they feel good about themselves. They feel brilliant, wanted, beautiful. Maybe they aren't. But still they feel like it and they show it to anybody they meet. You know what? Everybody buys it.
Submitted by OneBigEar on Sun, 11/21/2010 - 22:32.
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I read your comment.. I used to be slightly anorexic .. I think I might know whats going on with you. But Im not one for making assumptions..
Email me.. YOu dont have to take the whole sympathy assault.. just have someone you can talk to .. No judgement just a conversation..
i dont know if you can actually help me or not---but i hope so...i currently weigh 179lb please dont make fun and callme fat..itell myself that allthe time...i would not have ever weighed more than 125-135 if it were not for unsee able circumstances... i dont want to disclose any of that right now---i have reciently gone from 260-179...what tips do you have for stregnthening willpower after my meds/// i do fine the rest of the day..
I would be glad to talk to you if needed. You're so smart in reaching out. Just remember ONE THING. Fasting SLOWS your metabolism so that you don't burn hardly any calories. That's such a mistake if you want to have a beautiful body as you get older. Your metabolism is delicate and once you mess with it, it almost never recovers. jenniferlikness@yahoo.com Be nice to yourself. You sound like you are so smart, I bet you've beat this more than you realize. That pic of you IS a sign, a sign to remind you to be healthy and gorgeous and love yourself
Submitted by PurpleHope on Sun, 10/31/2010 - 12:56.
Since I was a little girl I had big problems with eating, my mother used to oblige me to eat because I had no will to do that, not even candies, nothing. Not to mention the way I felt when I looked in the mirror. My mom took me to do some analysis to check how feel, and it showed something wrong at my spine. That kinda scared me of course - I didn't want to be sick or something else so we visited a very good in order to see what I should do. He was very nice and gentle and because of his I realized my illness - and that I have to do something in order to not loose what I still have.
Submitted by Sophie-Olivia on Wed, 10/27/2010 - 02:02.
Ok, so I've been struggling on and off with anorexia since I was 13. I'm now 27 and had a relapse two years ago, and again last year, and am trying to work back from it. My mindset feels more centred and healthy than it ever was and I have gained enough weight to satisfy the drs. But WHY do i still look at these kinds of pictues (bar the really thin, skeletal ones) and think they look good and want to look like them? I feel like the biggest fat failure for giving up the body I was happy with just 18months ago. Does anyone else recovering feel this too? And when will the obsession with thin being the only thing thats good enough and attractive end? xx love to all the sufferers out there, i know its hell xx
Submitted by xhoneybunny on Thu, 11/04/2010 - 16:56.
I feel the same way.. I have this desire to look around at the most skeletal pictures online and want to look exactly like that. 3 of my pictures were on here and I did not know it... from almost 8 years ago! I have not been anorexic for over 3 years but I still feel the triggers. I am a mother now and I want to be healthy for him but I just can not shake this feeling of just wanting to be skeletal and controlling my life. I felt like I was doing well and happy with my body but there are just so many triggers in magazines tv movies etc...that I have grown unhappy with the way my body feels and am disgusted with it. I want to lay in bed and feel my ribs again.. I need help but then again I do not want it.. it is like two voices.. one wants me to get help and talk to someone but the other is right away saying.. "tomorrow we are starting a fast"... like help!
Submitted by emilynghiem on Mon, 01/03/2011 - 20:02.
Dear Xhoneybunny and also Sophie-Olivia
I am sorry to read of the difficult struggles you face every day.
I respect you and want to say thank you for choosing to be hero and not a victim, to seek ways to overcome these setbacks and temptations and not to give in to the voices of addiction and self-reinforced suffering.
I have a friend who had to say no to the demon voices in his head, and got prayer help to get his will and mind back. They were leftovers from other abuses in his past he went through as a child, but these demons were so nasty they laughed at and mocked other people who tried to help him before. He finally got help to break free where he is no longer tormented or under their control. He finally has his own life and mind and free will back where he can make decisions about his weight and diet and exercise on his own terms and not out of guilt or insane pressure to meet expectations that don't really exist.
My prayer for you is to have this same freedom, and not continue to live with these conflicting impulses pushing you to the edge or threatening to.
Again I am so sorry to hear you have had to endure this for so long.
You are very brave and courageous to keep on the right path when it is so hard.
Please would you call my friend Olivia who helped my friend Daron to stop the voices in his head that were keeping him trapped in past patterns of self-destruction that maybe you would understand but I could never know the torment.
I just know the prayers set him free and sent those evil impulses back to where they will never be able to get to him again. I want the same for you and any soul going through this living hell. It is not fair to see a nyone suffer this way and not offer them a way out that I know has helped other people to break free!
Please call as soon as you get this message, my friend Olivia at 713-829-0899 if you need her to call you back long distance, let her know what number. I know she can help you. Please call and please take care. Have a good year and I pray that you will be freed of this horrible torment no soul should ever have to endure!
Love and peace to you and all your friends, Yours truly, Emily in Houston
Submitted by cheypam444 on Thu, 10/14/2010 - 00:02.
I feel so fat. 4 years ago I weighed 87 pounds. Everyone told me I needed to gain weight or I would die! So I did I gained 30 lbs. and weigh 117 lbs. I feel like a fat pig. Now I'm fat and wish I would die! At 5'7" tall I guess 117 lbs. should be O.K. But when I put on clothes I have to wear a size 8/9 can u believe it! I am now dieting like crazy to get back to my 104 lbs. size 4!!! Help Me Someone Please!
Signed, cheypam444 "The Fat Pig" Oct. 13, 2010
My "Good" pic is posted on my profile page, I refuse to let anyone take my pic now that I am FAT!
Submitted by Tiffani-Renee2014 on Wed, 11/03/2010 - 15:21.
your not fat. okay so you gained a little weight so what. have you ever heard the saying your beutiful the way you are?? there is no reson you need to change the way you are. The way you sound it sounds like you dont want to be that way anymore. no matter how much weight you loss your always going to think you are fat and to tell you the truth your not and four years ago you only weighted 87 pounds you were really sick and you needed some one to help you. look what I'm trying to say is 117 pounds is NOT FAT its way to small. electric bug zapper
HELLO TO ALL. THIS IS VERY CONFUSING TO ME, A NORMAL GUY. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GIRLS/WOMEN DO THIS TO THEMSELVES. IT IS JUST STRANGE. WHY IS IT SO MUCH A FEMALE THING AND VERY VERY FEW MALES DO THIS???? CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN IT. MAYBE I AM JUST DENSE OR SOMETHING BUT IT IS ALMOST LIKE THESE WONDERFUL GIRLS ARE TRYING TO RE-CREATE THEMSELVES AND THAT THEY ARE NOT HAPPY WITH HOW THEY WERE CREATED. THESE ARE REALLY PRETTY GIRLS AND SEEM TO BE IN THE PROCESS OF GOING FROM REALLY AND TRULY TERRIFIC-LOOKING TO NOT SO TERRIFIC LOOKING......ALMOST TERRIFYING. IT IS A TOTAL TRAGEDY IN THAT THEY ARE NOT ABLE TO LOVE WHO THEY ARE. WHAT A WASTE.
Submitted by emilynghiem on Sun, 01/02/2011 - 22:50.
To better understand, from an outside perspective, I would recommend looking at both (1) what is in common with other forms of addiction or self-destruction and also (2) what is unique in the case of anorexia. (A) Common factors in any case of abuse or addiction that leads to a growing obsession can be things like "guilt" (such as with gambling addictions where the person is so bent on gaining control, that they are convinced that pushing themselves even further will somehow make up for past failures, when this is not true but a delusion) or also sexual abuse or identity issues. If you look at why many women become erotic dancers or even prostitutes to gain control of their sexuality, many of these were abused in the past and went to these extremes to feel a sense of control. (B) As for the special cases of anorexia and bulimia, specifically, if you take this same obsession/addiction or need for control, for someone to feel they can effect the change they want by taking certain actions, and apply it to either overeating for gratification and stress release or to undereating, then you can start to understand this in a specific context. The culture we are brought up in, that emphasizes visual media and body image DOES NOT HELP but it does not cause the disease either, that starts in the mind/spirit and becomes a physical addiction/condition afterward. All addictions, from alcholic to gambling, and especially self-harm from cutting or starving have similar roots with negative images or memories in the spirit that can lead to demonic obsessions. So with spiritual therapy along with changing mental and physical habits, these things can be overcome. Every case is different, but there are also common patterns.
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lemme xplain u how this horryfyn process starts..every gal wants to look and better n better..so gals with moderate wt stop eatng to lose w8..intially they intead to look gud...bt this serious determination to lose wt turns out to be an obssesion... whey they hv already lost a lot of pounds they want to lose more being obsessed with wt loss and enjoyng the wt loss and nuthn else in this world..its is an obsesn later on rather than a basic intention to luk bettr
i noe its confusing bt this is hw d ths mind plays wid u
i was 13 wen i got this "disease" it startd off tryn to b thin and look gud..i always admired thin gals in my skul..bt it turnd to an never ending will 2 lose more and more wt n evn more wt..
m an indian and anorexia z nt that commn here..no body undrstands it as a disease..which is far away from tryn 2 luk gud..
i ate almost nuthing..i knew nuthn much abt calories and metabolism etc..al i knew was that i wanted 2 b thin n thinnner by nt nt eatng..
i thot it was a gud thng 2 b calld v v v v v skinny..
i initially wantd 2 get liitle thin 1 was 108 pounds wen i stard off..i m 5 3"
i endd up at around 78 pounds...i lukd terrible not at all beatiful..
bt i cldnt help not eatn i jst cldnt eat..i thot that wt i was eatn was normal and if i eat more i ll gain wait...
later on wen i lost my periods startd suffern frm enormous diseases i realised i shld eat..n wen i startd 2 eat abt 7 months later..in back of d head i was always always countinng on d food and ate less evn thn only a bit more..
i recoverd 1 year ago...wen i was 15.i gaind 35 pounds..in jst 5 monthis...now i m 16 n m jst swinging around 108-118 pounds changing almost 2 months
its now that wt i hv been suffern frm was anorexia n m nt the only gal who hv suffrd it..
This is my first time i visit here. I found so many interesting stuff in your blog, especially its discussion. From the tons of comments on your articles, I guess I am not the only one having all the enjoyment here! Keep up the good work.
Submitted by struggeling susie on Sat, 07/31/2010 - 21:20.
ive been anorexic before an went down to just under 6stone. i was so happy when i was that size . an ever since iv over come it Ive been battling to go back to that size .. my weight is constantly up and down im 8an half stone now and feel HUGE !!! i keep dieting an then binge eating .. need some help to get a grip off the binge eating !! all comments welcome!!!
Submitted by fattygirl on Sun, 07/11/2010 - 08:34.
my family and fiends kept telling me im anorexic but i didnt believe them and i finally went to the doctor out of hours surgery i only went to proove my family and friends wrong but he confirmed what they were all saying but i believe he is lyeing he as told me to book an appointment to be referred to get help but y should i when i dont think i have it just because i dont like eating and make up excuses so i dont have to eat and when people make me i either make myself bring it up or run to the toilet to spit it out dont make me anorexic im not going to tell my family that the doctor as confirmed it
Submitted by AbiMeetAna on Fri, 10/15/2010 - 01:23.
way to make a statement and all. but if what your saying is actually true it doesn't sound like anorexia, it sounds more like bulimia or EDNOS. jst talk to someone, you don't want to go down that road. It's not worth it.
Submitted by fattygirl on Wed, 07/21/2010 - 08:02.
ive lost 2 stone in just about 2 months im now 8.1 stone about 2 months ago i was about 10.5 stone i want to loose more weight still see myself as fat on the 23rd it will be 2 weeks that i havnt eatten at all i dont plan on eatting either
Submitted by fattygirl on Sun, 07/11/2010 - 08:39.
also ive gone from size 18-20 down to about size 10 but still see myself as fat and scared of eating anythink as i will get fatter it took a year and a half to loose all that weight
Submitted by fattygirl on Sun, 07/11/2010 - 08:38.
also ive gone from size 18-20 down to about size 10 but still see myself as fat and scared of eating anythink as i will get fatter it took a year and a half to loose all that weight
Submitted by AbiMeetAna on Fri, 10/15/2010 - 01:26.
Just becasue you lost weight doesn't mean your going to put it back on if you eat. it doesn't work like that. but if you don't eat your body goes into starvation mode and you won't lose any more weight. talk to a doctor or nutritionist about a more suitable diet/exercise plan for your new size. and congrats, i bet you look great, just don't start obsessing it's not worth it.
Submitted by enoughsenough on Fri, 07/16/2010 - 11:41.
Hey, very well done on losing all that weight - that's incedible. How exactly did you do it?
I have dropped 16lbs in the last 24 days but am dissapointed. :(
Submitted by alanpigott on Tue, 07/06/2010 - 17:25.
I know this is all about the illness, and ways to recover, I am not anorexic, in fact I am overweight by about 30lbs. but I have this urge to be excessively thin.To be honest I actually find it sexually exciting. and get aroused by looking at these pictures. I don't feel revulsion. Am I starting on a slippery slope. cause all I want to do is find every site I can, and I wan't to find a site that will encourage me in my quest. I really wan't this. so please don't tell me I'm mad, I may not be thinking right by normal standards, but it's what I really want. anyone reading this who feels the same. please reply to my input. as I say it's what I want..but I need like minded people to converse with. it's lonely by oneself.
Alanpigott
Submitted by emilynghiem on Mon, 01/03/2011 - 20:20.
Dear Alanpigott: (1) If you want to have a healthy body the natural way, don't do any bulimic, starvation or other unnatural things that go against your conscience. Anything driven by fear and guilt, image in the eyes of others, is probably the wrong reasons. If you do what you love naturally, it should feel it is coming from a LOVE of life and of yourself and interacting freely with others, not out of guilt shame or fear of not being thin or good enough. Learn the difference between positive and negative motivations and only follow the positive.
If it's really the right way for you, you can share openly with others what you are doing and they would be happy not alarmed or worried for your health!
(2) Look into macrobiotic cooking. You can eat healthy fruits and vegetables, still get the proteins and minerals you need, without depriving your body of nutrients and of calories necessary to maintain a normal metabolism to process your food properly. So any sites that promote starving so much that you mess up your metabolism are false and are not concerned about your longterm health and beauty which you would lose. Any anorexic or bulimic habits would destroy your internal organs and cause you to die, so that is the opposite of what you want. You don't want to look old and sick, you want to look young and beautiful.
(3) Work with a nutritionist or professional dietician. If you have metabolism or thyroid issues, a professional can work with you to help you follow a healthy plan and prevent this from becoming a weight problem. If you try things on your own, you could mess up your body and system worse. You could end up in worse shape and sicker, instead of the healthy body you are seeking.
(4) Stay active naturally by interacting with people in constructive social activities. When you are around people who appreciate you for who you are, listen to that voice and not negative voices or fears you are not good or thin enough. The negative voices will lie to you and tell you to avoid people and fear them. The good voices will reaffirm life and love and freedom from fear or guilt, not abuse these negative thoughts to try to control you or pressure you for control.
(5) If you don't know the difference between the positive and negative voices or impulses in your head, then please see a spiritual counselor who can teach you how to avoid the negative ones. Otherwise you could confuse the two like Andrea Yates who killed her 5 children after demon voices and impulses in her head pushed her to do this, telling her they were angels in heaven instructing her how to get her kids into heaven this way. That was a lie. So if you don't know the difference get help so you don't fall victim to the negative impulses that are false and lying to you to rob you of control of your life, as in suicide. Please be very careful, Please follow professional help to oversee your diet to make sure you are really taking care of your body and your beauty to be the best you can be! Yours truly, have a great year 2011!
Submitted by AbiMeetAna on Fri, 10/15/2010 - 01:32.
That is really all i have to say to you. why would you want to do this? I've battled with anorexia and EDNOS for years now and for you to say that you would like to be that is sickening. I mean, i don't log on to cancer support forums and tell everyone i wish i had lymphoma! Eating disorders are just that DISORDERS, mental DISORDERS! NOT diseases or viruses that you can just decide to catch when your not happy with the way you look. why don't you just get over yourself and go on a diet. go for a run and cut out the junk stop saying you want this. It's a nasty destructive Illness and In MOST cases it's not even about being thin, but i'm betting that you wouldn't even know that because your ignorant and just want to be "thin".
Submitted by lady gaga on Thu, 07/15/2010 - 04:48.
Hi Alanpigott i think i feel the same way well im not sure if i get sexually excited, but what i do know is that i want to be very very thin and these pics and websites really motivate me to be extremley thin.I myself like seeing videos,images and finding websites about anorexia...Im not anorexic either im just a little underweight by about 15lbs, but i know that this is what i want i have to be thin no matter what... so i just wanted to let you know that your not the only one that feels this way.
let me guess...this was written by some fat bitch who eats enough food at one meal to feed 3 of the starving children she's talking about!!!! You are ignorant
Submitted by micheal12 on Fri, 06/11/2010 - 12:59.
Sorry for the people. Treating the psychological disorders related to the illness; Reducing or eliminating behaviors or thoughts that originally led to the disordered eating. Feel good yourself. Thanks.
Regards,
Submitted by pathetic-angel on Sun, 06/13/2010 - 10:45.
I guess this is a white disease because u don't see a lot of black girls especially Africans trying to starve them selfs to death. Do u know how many kids are dieing all around the world because they have no food to eat. Yet you selfish asshole have the nerve to create some stupid excuse as to why you won't eat. Dame it if u want to kill your self so badly why don't u just do it and get over with. You guys are so fucking sick that its not funny. Fuck this so called anorexia disease fuck you stuip basterds who choose to starve your self to death. Keratosis pilaris rubra treatment
You know big crap about human psichology. And who invited you here anyway? If you think it's so fucking sick, why don't you just get the hell out of here?
I don't get people who post on subjects and poke their nose into something they have no idea about.
Submitted by jaysmom2002 on Fri, 08/06/2010 - 00:45.
When I read this I wanted to cry. You have no idea what it's like to have everyone on you all the time about eating more, and you just can't!! I have actually tried to make myself and my body rejected it so badly that that my throat started to bleed. Yes, I feel just as bad as anyone else about the kids starving over there in Africa. But, there's not any more that I can do about it that you. People with the problems get on here looking for help and understanding, not looking for people to pass judgement. At least we are trying. It may not seem like a real disease to you because I used to be the same way, but if it happened to you, you would realize just how real it is. I was always a chunky child. My brothers used to get on me constantly. I was a size 16 as a freshman in high school and it didn't get any better. When I married my husband in 2003, I was 210 pounds and a size 20 (almost 22). Now, I am 117 pounds and a size 4. I accidentally put on a size 13 in little girls once ( I just thought they were capris until the lady told me they were little girls). Stuff like that is very embarrasing. Or hitting your bone (hips, collar, back) on furtiture or doorknobs. Thats really painful. So, please don't ever pass judgement until you know the real pain. Osta erektiol??kkeet netist?, Erektioh?iri?, Cialis, Tadalafiili.
Submitted by micheal12 on Fri, 06/11/2010 - 12:59.
Anorexia is not a quest to be the most attractive or have the best body--maybe it is in the beginning, but by the time the disease fully sets in, it is all about being thinner and thinner, no matter how repulsive you appear to other people. Sorry for them suffering from this.
Regards,
Submitted by micheal12 on Fri, 06/11/2010 - 09:49.
Most of the girls have complex to loose their weight. so its very dangerous for their health. It was a nice site representing the pictures of various stages of illness and everyone will come know the seriousness of it and will take care of their health. Thanks for sharing.
Regards,
It was a nice site representing the pictures of various stages of illness and everyone will come know the seriousness of it and will take care of their health. Thanks for sharing.
Submitted by micheal12 on Sat, 06/12/2010 - 17:59.
It was a nice site representing the pictures of various stages of illness and everyone will come know the seriousness of it and will take care of their health. Thanks for sharing.
i just happen to stumble across this sight because i'm catching myself falling back into my old eating habits. when i was 19 i was anorexic, my parents caught on and got me help. it is now 18 years later and i am slowly falling back into that routine. i have been addicted to laxatives for that 18 years, but now im hiding my eating habits from my kids and husband (not eating habits i mean). when i look in the mirror i feel huge, but everyone says they love my body. i don't wanna do this again, but i can't seem to stop myself. i still make myself throw up if i feel full. thats been a tough one to hide. my daughter has always followed me to the bathroom after a meal now that she knows about my past problems. a week ago i weighed 137, i now weigh 124 and i'm 5'4. i need to beat this. these pics did scare me, but at the same time i was catching myself feeling jealous of them cuz they are skinny. i'm even catching myself workingout uncontrolably. i workout in the morning, before i go to bed and if i can't sleep i'll do crunches in the middle of the night. i think i need help, don't you? i don't know if i was suppose to write my whole life story, but i needed to hear myself say it.
They look ugly, sick they look like skulls and bones walking. Is not healthy, is not pretty. No wonder they are so skinny, just looking at them makes me want to vomit. Give them some food sdtat please!!! i feel sorry for them.19
thankyou
i am quite sporty and therefore am quite muscular, i am 14 and all my friends are extremely skinny, i thought if i could somehow make myself catch anorexia it would be easier to lose weight, i researched how to become anorexic and these pictures came up, i am thankful that i saw these and in no way to i want to loook like them, i understand that they have illnesses and seek control in their lives, i feel for them. I also think that young girls like me are exposed to extremely skinny celebs and think that it is ideal to look like that.
thankyou for making this website to expose the ugly side of starving yourself .
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You are a very wise young lady. You made a very mature decision and you are correct, anorexia is an illness and those afflicted with it need medical, nutritional and psychological help.
I don't think anyone on here
I don't think anyone on here will tell you how to become anorexic, but wanting to become anorexic is often the first step in a loooong downward spiral. There is a support group for eating disordered girls (and boys) that I belong to, if you want to look.
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The term anorexia nervosa
The term anorexia nervosa was established in 1873 by Sir William Gull, one of Queen Victoria's personal physicians.
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Anorexia nervosa is an eating disorder characterized by refusal to maintain a healthy body weight and an obsessive fear of gaining weight, often coupled with a distorted self image which may be maintained by various cognitive biases that alter how the affected individual evaluates and thinks about her or his body, food and eating.
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I feel so sorry for the girls that have been caught by this disease."Anorexia" i heard this disease for the first time. Could you told me how i can recognize of this disease?
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Some of the comments on here
Some of the comments on here made me feel physically sick. I cant believe that some people think that it is okay to encourage girls (and guys in some cases) to make themselves ill like this.
If you are suffering from an eating disorder or thinking about starving yourself to lose weight please do not listen to the guys who have left comments saying that this is hot! Their views are not the views of most men. Most men like women to have breasts and arses not visible bones. Honestly I can promise that you will never meet a normal guy who would say that these girls are sexy.
To those who would say that these are the words of a fat girl you are wrong I am 5'4" and weight 110lbs and I am a UK size 6/8 this is by no means fat and for those of you that think it is well then you are obviously suffering from this disease.
I feel so sorry for the girls that have been caught by this disease and I feel nothing but disgust for those that encourage it.
What has the world come to?
3 photos of ME! wake up call???
I was just looking through these photos... and.. I am now 24 and have not been anorexic for over 3 years... but I was just feeling triggered and started looking around at photos... and this is the first site that came on google.. SO anyway.. I am scrolling down the page looking at what to me is beautiful bones.. and then 3 photos on this page come towards the bottom # 6,7and 8 up from the bottom (tan girl with plaid pajama bottoms on the floor.. and they are photos of ME from when I was 16 years old! So I had to create a login so I could post here and I was not sure if it was a sign like some sort of wake up call..I am not sure exactly how I feel about it.. seeing myself from 8 years ago. I mean I still have all of my photos.. but I guess to see them posted by someone else and to be labeled as "shocking/skinny" was kind of triggering all in itself because I feel like I want to go down to that weight again now. Anorexia makes me so sad yet it is the only way I feel I have control when I feel so sad and worthless. I just want to look like that again. I really feel like I need someone to talk to... if someone could leave their email address or something that would be great.. feeling like I need to fast.
No, you don't have control over this
Control you life girl-control your nerves-control your relationship-control your income- anyway manage anything else-This is the disease of the people you have low self esteem- This thought that you cannot control anything else so it is all right to control the only thing you can, your body weight, is totally unstable-why not control the length or the colour of your hair? Your hair is on your body too and can take some maltreatment.
Start believing in yourself- if you do not take yourself seriously, who will? Watch the people around you. Have you noticed ugly, obese (I mean really REALLY fat people) with absolutely no financial status getting involved with vibrant, younger (usually) and well-to-do mates? Don't you wonder how they do it? Have you noticed sleezy, onoxious professionals that have been doing great? And the list is endless. How do they do it? They believe they can. And this confidence pours out of them and other people like them, and trust them and favor them.
Anybody can make it happen. You certainly can. They are not better than you. They have problems too. Family issues, financial, job derived, they feel pressure, unger, frustration. They occasionaly feel alone and helpless but they do not give up. They keep trying. Because they feel good about themselves. They feel brilliant, wanted, beautiful. Maybe they aren't. But still they feel like it and they show it to anybody they meet. You know what? Everybody buys it.
Hi
emacc@live.ie
I read your comment.. I used to be slightly anorexic .. I think I might know whats going on with you. But Im not one for making assumptions..
Email me.. YOu dont have to take the whole sympathy assault.. just have someone you can talk to .. No judgement just a conversation..
Eoin
i dont know if you can
i dont know if you can actually help me or not---but i hope so...i currently weigh 179lb please dont make fun and callme fat..itell myself that allthe time...i would not have ever weighed more than 125-135 if it were not for unsee able circumstances... i dont want to disclose any of that right now---i have reciently gone from 260-179...what tips do you have for stregnthening willpower after my meds/// i do fine the rest of the day..
Hey
I would be glad to talk to you if needed. You're so smart in reaching out. Just remember ONE THING. Fasting SLOWS your metabolism so that you don't burn hardly any calories. That's such a mistake if you want to have a beautiful body as you get older. Your metabolism is delicate and once you mess with it, it almost never recovers. jenniferlikness@yahoo.com Be nice to yourself. You sound like you are so smart, I bet you've beat this more than you realize. That pic of you IS a sign, a sign to remind you to be healthy and gorgeous and love yourself
Since I was a little girl I
Since I was a little girl I had big problems with eating, my mother used to oblige me to eat because I had no will to do that, not even candies, nothing. Not to mention the way I felt when I looked in the mirror. My mom took me to do some analysis to check how feel, and it showed something wrong at my spine. That kinda scared me of course - I didn't want to be sick or something else so we visited a very good in order to see what I should do. He was very nice and gentle and because of his I realized my illness - and that I have to do something in order to not loose what I still have.
Sad - will it ever go?
Ok, so I've been struggling on and off with anorexia since I was 13. I'm now 27 and had a relapse two years ago, and again last year, and am trying to work back from it. My mindset feels more centred and healthy than it ever was and I have gained enough weight to satisfy the drs. But WHY do i still look at these kinds of pictues (bar the really thin, skeletal ones) and think they look good and want to look like them? I feel like the biggest fat failure for giving up the body I was happy with just 18months ago. Does anyone else recovering feel this too? And when will the obsession with thin being the only thing thats good enough and attractive end? xx love to all the sufferers out there, i know its hell xx
same here
I feel the same way.. I have this desire to look around at the most skeletal pictures online and want to look exactly like that. 3 of my pictures were on here and I did not know it... from almost 8 years ago! I have not been anorexic for over 3 years but I still feel the triggers. I am a mother now and I want to be healthy for him but I just can not shake this feeling of just wanting to be skeletal and controlling my life. I felt like I was doing well and happy with my body but there are just so many triggers in magazines tv movies etc...that I have grown unhappy with the way my body feels and am disgusted with it. I want to lay in bed and feel my ribs again.. I need help but then again I do not want it.. it is like two voices.. one wants me to get help and talk to someone but the other is right away saying.. "tomorrow we are starting a fast"... like help!
Dear Xhoneybunny and also Sophie-Olivia
Dear Xhoneybunny and also Sophie-Olivia
I am sorry to read of the difficult struggles you face every day.
I respect you and want to say thank you for choosing to be hero and not a victim, to seek ways to overcome these setbacks and temptations and not to give in to the voices of addiction and self-reinforced suffering.
I have a friend who had to say no to the demon voices in his head, and got prayer help to get his will and mind back. They were leftovers from other abuses in his past he went through as a child, but these demons were so nasty they laughed at and mocked other people who tried to help him before. He finally got help to break free where he is no longer tormented or under their control. He finally has his own life and mind and free will back where he can make decisions about his weight and diet and exercise on his own terms and not out of guilt or insane pressure to meet expectations that don't really exist.
My prayer for you is to have this same freedom, and not continue to live with these conflicting impulses pushing you to the edge or threatening to.
Again I am so sorry to hear you have had to endure this for so long.
You are very brave and courageous to keep on the right path when it is so hard.
Please would you call my friend Olivia who helped my friend Daron to stop the voices in his head that were keeping him trapped in past patterns of self-destruction that maybe you would understand but I could never know the torment.
I just know the prayers set him free and sent those evil impulses back to where they will never be able to get to him again. I want the same for you and any soul going through this living hell. It is not fair to see a nyone suffer this way and not offer them a way out that I know has helped other people to break free!
Please call as soon as you get this message, my friend Olivia at 713-829-0899 if you need her to call you back long distance, let her know what number. I know she can help you. Please call and please take care. Have a good year and I pray that you will be freed of this horrible torment no soul should ever have to endure!
Love and peace to you and all your friends, Yours truly, Emily in Houston
I'm a Fat Pig now I used to be beautiful!
I feel so fat. 4 years ago I weighed 87 pounds. Everyone told me I needed to gain weight or I would die! So I did I gained 30 lbs. and weigh 117 lbs. I feel like a fat pig. Now I'm fat and wish I would die! At 5'7" tall I guess 117 lbs. should be O.K. But when I put on clothes I have to wear a size 8/9 can u believe it! I am now dieting like crazy to get back to my 104 lbs. size 4!!! Help Me Someone Please!
Signed, cheypam444 "The Fat Pig" Oct. 13, 2010
My "Good" pic is posted on my profile page, I refuse to let anyone take my pic now that I am FAT!
to small
your not fat. okay so you gained a little weight so what. have you ever heard the saying your beutiful the way you are?? there is no reson you need to change the way you are. The way you sound it sounds like you dont want to be that way anymore. no matter how much weight you loss your always going to think you are fat and to tell you the truth your not and four years ago you only weighted 87 pounds you were really sick and you needed some one to help you. look what I'm trying to say is 117 pounds is NOT FAT its way to small.
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anorexia
HELLO TO ALL. THIS IS VERY CONFUSING TO ME, A NORMAL GUY. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GIRLS/WOMEN DO THIS TO THEMSELVES. IT IS JUST STRANGE. WHY IS IT SO MUCH A FEMALE THING AND VERY VERY FEW MALES DO THIS???? CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN IT. MAYBE I AM JUST DENSE OR SOMETHING BUT IT IS ALMOST LIKE THESE WONDERFUL GIRLS ARE TRYING TO RE-CREATE THEMSELVES AND THAT THEY ARE NOT HAPPY WITH HOW THEY WERE CREATED. THESE ARE REALLY PRETTY GIRLS AND SEEM TO BE IN THE PROCESS OF GOING FROM REALLY AND TRULY TERRIFIC-LOOKING TO NOT SO TERRIFIC LOOKING......ALMOST TERRIFYING. IT IS A TOTAL TRAGEDY IN THAT THEY ARE NOT ABLE TO LOVE WHO THEY ARE. WHAT A WASTE.
Hi Tony
To better understand, from an outside perspective, I would recommend looking at both (1) what is in common with other forms of addiction or self-destruction and also (2) what is unique in the case of anorexia. (A) Common factors in any case of abuse or addiction that leads to a growing obsession can be things like "guilt" (such as with gambling addictions where the person is so bent on gaining control, that they are convinced that pushing themselves even further will somehow make up for past failures, when this is not true but a delusion) or also sexual abuse or identity issues. If you look at why many women become erotic dancers or even prostitutes to gain control of their sexuality, many of these were abused in the past and went to these extremes to feel a sense of control. (B) As for the special cases of anorexia and bulimia, specifically, if you take this same obsession/addiction or need for control, for someone to feel they can effect the change they want by taking certain actions, and apply it to either overeating for gratification and stress release or to undereating, then you can start to understand this in a specific context. The culture we are brought up in, that emphasizes visual media and body image DOES NOT HELP but it does not cause the disease either, that starts in the mind/spirit and becomes a physical addiction/condition afterward. All addictions, from alcholic to gambling, and especially self-harm from cutting or starving have similar roots with negative images or memories in the spirit that can lead to demonic obsessions. So with spiritual therapy along with changing mental and physical habits, these things can be overcome. Every case is different, but there are also common patterns.
@anorexialemme xplain u how
@anorexia
lemme xplain u how this horryfyn process starts..every gal wants to look and better n better..so gals with moderate wt stop eatng to lose w8..intially they intead to look gud...bt this serious determination to lose wt turns out to be an obssesion... whey they hv already lost a lot of pounds they want to lose more being obsessed with wt loss and enjoyng the wt loss and nuthn else in this world..its is an obsesn later on rather than a basic intention to luk bettr
i noe its confusing bt this is hw d ths mind plays wid u
you really can understand anorexia only if u had it
i was 13 wen i got this "disease" it startd off tryn to b thin and look gud..i always admired thin gals in my skul..bt it turnd to an never ending will 2 lose more and more wt n evn more wt..
m an indian and anorexia z nt that commn here..no body undrstands it as a disease..which is far away from tryn 2 luk gud..
i ate almost nuthing..i knew nuthn much abt calories and metabolism etc..al i knew was that i wanted 2 b thin n thinnner by nt nt eatng..
i thot it was a gud thng 2 b calld v v v v v skinny..
i initially wantd 2 get liitle thin 1 was 108 pounds wen i stard off..i m 5 3"
i endd up at around 78 pounds...i lukd terrible not at all beatiful..
bt i cldnt help not eatn i jst cldnt eat..i thot that wt i was eatn was normal and if i eat more i ll gain wait...
later on wen i lost my periods startd suffern frm enormous diseases i realised i shld eat..n wen i startd 2 eat abt 7 months later..in back of d head i was always always countinng on d food and ate less evn thn only a bit more..
i recoverd 1 year ago...wen i was 15.i gaind 35 pounds..in jst 5 monthis...now i m 16 n m jst swinging around 108-118 pounds changing almost 2 months
its now that wt i hv been suffern frm was anorexia n m nt the only gal who hv suffrd it..
This is my first time i
This is my first time i visit here. I found so many interesting stuff in your blog, especially its discussion. From the tons of comments on your articles, I guess I am not the only one having all the enjoyment here! Keep up the good work.
this is my first time on
this is my first time on here also..and yes this stuff is very interesting to me also.
desperate struggle to lose weight
ive been anorexic before an went down to just under 6stone. i was so happy when i was that size . an ever since iv over come it Ive been battling to go back to that size .. my weight is constantly up and down im 8an half stone now and feel HUGE !!! i keep dieting an then binge eating .. need some help to get a grip off the binge eating !! all comments welcome!!!
life for them is very
life for them is very challenge,but by giving them good food time -to-time,we can save them
Regards.
ive been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa but dont believe i am
my family and fiends kept telling me im anorexic but i didnt believe them and i finally went to the doctor out of hours surgery i only went to proove my family and friends wrong but he confirmed what they were all saying but i believe he is lyeing he as told me to book an appointment to be referred to get help but y should i when i dont think i have it just because i dont like eating and make up excuses so i dont have to eat and when people make me i either make myself bring it up or run to the toilet to spit it out dont make me anorexic im not going to tell my family that the doctor as confirmed it
ok...
way to make a statement and all. but if what your saying is actually true it doesn't sound like anorexia, it sounds more like bulimia or EDNOS. jst talk to someone, you don't want to go down that road. It's not worth it.
loosing more weight
ive lost 2 stone in just about 2 months im now 8.1 stone about 2 months ago i was about 10.5 stone i want to loose more weight still see myself as fat on the 23rd it will be 2 weeks that i havnt eatten at all i dont plan on eatting either
also ive gone from size
also ive gone from size 18-20 down to about size 10 but still see myself as fat and scared of eating anythink as i will get fatter it took a year and a half to loose all that weight
also ive gone from size
also ive gone from size 18-20 down to about size 10 but still see myself as fat and scared of eating anythink as i will get fatter it took a year and a half to loose all that weight
Just becasue you lost weight
Just becasue you lost weight doesn't mean your going to put it back on if you eat. it doesn't work like that. but if you don't eat your body goes into starvation mode and you won't lose any more weight. talk to a doctor or nutritionist about a more suitable diet/exercise plan for your new size. and congrats, i bet you look great, just don't start obsessing it's not worth it.
Hey, very well done on
Hey, very well done on losing all that weight - that's incedible. How exactly did you do it?
I have dropped 16lbs in the last 24 days but am dissapointed. :(
I wan't to be thin really thin !!
I know this is all about the illness, and ways to recover, I am not anorexic, in fact I am overweight by about 30lbs. but I have this urge to be excessively thin.To be honest I actually find it sexually exciting. and get aroused by looking at these pictures. I don't feel revulsion. Am I starting on a slippery slope. cause all I want to do is find every site I can, and I wan't to find a site that will encourage me in my quest. I really wan't this. so please don't tell me I'm mad, I may not be thinking right by normal standards, but it's what I really want. anyone reading this who feels the same. please reply to my input. as I say it's what I want..but I need like minded people to converse with. it's lonely by oneself.
Alanpigott
right way to have healthy body and diet
Dear Alanpigott: (1) If you want to have a healthy body the natural way, don't do any bulimic, starvation or other unnatural things that go against your conscience. Anything driven by fear and guilt, image in the eyes of others, is probably the wrong reasons. If you do what you love naturally, it should feel it is coming from a LOVE of life and of yourself and interacting freely with others, not out of guilt shame or fear of not being thin or good enough. Learn the difference between positive and negative motivations and only follow the positive.
If it's really the right way for you, you can share openly with others what you are doing and they would be happy not alarmed or worried for your health!
(2) Look into macrobiotic cooking. You can eat healthy fruits and vegetables, still get the proteins and minerals you need, without depriving your body of nutrients and of calories necessary to maintain a normal metabolism to process your food properly. So any sites that promote starving so much that you mess up your metabolism are false and are not concerned about your longterm health and beauty which you would lose. Any anorexic or bulimic habits would destroy your internal organs and cause you to die, so that is the opposite of what you want. You don't want to look old and sick, you want to look young and beautiful.
(3) Work with a nutritionist or professional dietician. If you have metabolism or thyroid issues, a professional can work with you to help you follow a healthy plan and prevent this from becoming a weight problem. If you try things on your own, you could mess up your body and system worse. You could end up in worse shape and sicker, instead of the healthy body you are seeking.
(4) Stay active naturally by interacting with people in constructive social activities. When you are around people who appreciate you for who you are, listen to that voice and not negative voices or fears you are not good or thin enough. The negative voices will lie to you and tell you to avoid people and fear them. The good voices will reaffirm life and love and freedom from fear or guilt, not abuse these negative thoughts to try to control you or pressure you for control.
(5) If you don't know the difference between the positive and negative voices or impulses in your head, then please see a spiritual counselor who can teach you how to avoid the negative ones. Otherwise you could confuse the two like Andrea Yates who killed her 5 children after demon voices and impulses in her head pushed her to do this, telling her they were angels in heaven instructing her how to get her kids into heaven this way. That was a lie. So if you don't know the difference get help so you don't fall victim to the negative impulses that are false and lying to you to rob you of control of your life, as in suicide. Please be very careful, Please follow professional help to oversee your diet to make sure you are really taking care of your body and your beauty to be the best you can be! Yours truly, have a great year 2011!
Sick.
That is really all i have to say to you. why would you want to do this? I've battled with anorexia and EDNOS for years now and for you to say that you would like to be that is sickening. I mean, i don't log on to cancer support forums and tell everyone i wish i had lymphoma! Eating disorders are just that DISORDERS, mental DISORDERS! NOT diseases or viruses that you can just decide to catch when your not happy with the way you look. why don't you just get over yourself and go on a diet. go for a run and cut out the junk stop saying you want this. It's a nasty destructive Illness and In MOST cases it's not even about being thin, but i'm betting that you wouldn't even know that because your ignorant and just want to be "thin".
Hey I feel the same way
Hey I feel the same way about wanting to be really thin too. :)
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I feel the same way
Hi Alanpigott i think i feel the same way well im not sure if i get sexually excited, but what i do know is that i want to be very very thin and these pics and websites really motivate me to be extremley thin.I myself like seeing videos,images and finding websites about anorexia...Im not anorexic either im just a little underweight by about 15lbs, but i know that this is what i want i have to be thin no matter what... so i just wanted to let you know that your not the only one that feels this way.
to pathetic angel
let me guess...this was written by some fat bitch who eats enough food at one meal to feed 3 of the starving children she's talking about!!!! You are ignorant
Sorry for the people.
Sorry for the people. Treating the psychological disorders related to the illness; Reducing or eliminating behaviors or thoughts that originally led to the disordered eating. Feel good yourself. Thanks.
Regards,
no disease to me
I guess this is a white disease because u don't see a lot of black girls especially Africans trying to starve them selfs to death. Do u know how many kids are dieing all around the world because they have no food to eat. Yet you selfish asshole have the nerve to create some stupid excuse as to why you won't eat. Dame it if u want to kill your self so badly why don't u just do it and get over with. You guys are so fucking sick that its not funny. Fuck this so called anorexia disease fuck you stuip basterds who choose to starve your self to death.
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You know big crap about
You know big crap about human psichology. And who invited you here anyway? If you think it's so fucking sick, why don't you just get the hell out of here?
I don't get people who post on subjects and poke their nose into something they have no idea about.
When I read this I wanted to
When I read this I wanted to cry. You have no idea what it's like to have everyone on you all the time about eating more, and you just can't!! I have actually tried to make myself and my body rejected it so badly that that my throat started to bleed. Yes, I feel just as bad as anyone else about the kids starving over there in Africa. But, there's not any more that I can do about it that you. People with the problems get on here looking for help and understanding, not looking for people to pass judgement. At least we are trying. It may not seem like a real disease to you because I used to be the same way, but if it happened to you, you would realize just how real it is. I was always a chunky child. My brothers used to get on me constantly. I was a size 16 as a freshman in high school and it didn't get any better. When I married my husband in 2003, I was 210 pounds and a size 20 (almost 22). Now, I am 117 pounds and a size 4. I accidentally put on a size 13 in little girls once ( I just thought they were capris until the lady told me they were little girls). Stuff like that is very embarrasing. Or hitting your bone (hips, collar, back) on furtiture or doorknobs. Thats really painful. So, please don't ever pass judgement until you know the real pain.
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Anorexia is not a quest to
Anorexia is not a quest to be the most attractive or have the best body--maybe it is in the beginning, but by the time the disease fully sets in, it is all about being thinner and thinner, no matter how repulsive you appear to other people. Sorry for them suffering from this.
Regards,
Most of the girls have
Most of the girls have complex to loose their weight. so its very dangerous for their health. It was a nice site representing the pictures of various stages of illness and everyone will come know the seriousness of it and will take care of their health. Thanks for sharing.
Regards,
It was a nice site
It was a nice site representing the pictures of various stages of illness and everyone will come know the seriousness of it and will take care of their health. Thanks for sharing.
Very useful info. Hope to
Very useful info. Hope to see more posts soon!
It was a nice site
It was a nice site representing the pictures of various stages of illness and everyone will come know the seriousness of it and will take care of their health. Thanks for sharing.
new at this
i just happen to stumble across this sight because i'm catching myself falling back into my old eating habits. when i was 19 i was anorexic, my parents caught on and got me help. it is now 18 years later and i am slowly falling back into that routine. i have been addicted to laxatives for that 18 years, but now im hiding my eating habits from my kids and husband (not eating habits i mean). when i look in the mirror i feel huge, but everyone says they love my body. i don't wanna do this again, but i can't seem to stop myself. i still make myself throw up if i feel full. thats been a tough one to hide. my daughter has always followed me to the bathroom after a meal now that she knows about my past problems. a week ago i weighed 137, i now weigh 124 and i'm 5'4. i need to beat this. these pics did scare me, but at the same time i was catching myself feeling jealous of them cuz they are skinny. i'm even catching myself workingout uncontrolably. i workout in the morning, before i go to bed and if i can't sleep i'll do crunches in the middle of the night. i think i need help, don't you? i don't know if i was suppose to write my whole life story, but i needed to hear myself say it.
looks like walking bones, not beautiful at all.
They look ugly, sick they look like skulls and bones walking. Is not healthy, is not pretty. No wonder they are so skinny, just looking at them makes me want to vomit. Give them some food sdtat please!!! i feel sorry for them.19