“Life is good, and I like living...” These words were the last that were written in the diary of Alina Ponamareva, a student from the Russian village of Balezino. She was found dead in a dormitory. Doctors said that her heart stopped beating because her body was absolutely exhausted.

i'm fat ..
what can i do ?

I am twelve years old....and I have turned myself into a living, breathing, anorexic, suicidal HELL. I don't even know where I should be starting with this. Everything has become such a nightmare. Even when I dream, I look down and see a monster truck tire where a concave stomach should be. Right now I should weigh somewhere around 85lbs. Instead, I probably weigh 105lbs. I am 5'6'' tall. My lowest weight was (and will soon be lower, once I stop this spontaneous binging and stop eating all together: that is my life goal) 93.4lbs; this was in February or March this year.